I wonder whats wrong with the stupid weather!!! I feel warm whereever i go. Its driving me crazy. Even after bathing also warm.
3 weeks plus passed since my last paper, results alr out and i m still JOBLESS. I lowered my standard regarding pay per hour but still, no one wans to hire me. The job market is really very bad. I hope de recent case will lead to more job opening and higher chance of me getting those jobs=x I am horrible right??
I m getting more and more involved in jap stuffs. This makes me happy! I shall put my heart and commitment into them.
Grad dinner, my last welfare project. I cant afford to slack off! Wanna thank those people who made me extinguish the tots of quiting it by offering their kindest help and effort.
Rawrrrrrrr!!! Someone pickpocketed my phone! Horrible lor. My travel from bugis to city hall is soo disastrous. Should i blame it on de huge crowd of people squeezing into the train, causing us to be packed like sardines or my carelessness/lack of consciousness? Sianned. But okay la. I din feel as bad as I tot last time i would when my frens lost their phone. I tot i wud cry but well, I din even shed a single tear. haha. Maybe cos i dun really like that phone or thanks to the company(Don't say i evil hor)?? But i still wan to curse the person who pickpockted me! HOHOHO. U shall suffer horribly for ur actions~
This is de first time in my life dat i lost my valuables and its stolen. Hmph!
This sentence captured my attention in Atashinchi no Danshi=)
The girl said, "Facing each other means u might both hurt each other, or end up hating each other" Then he disagreed and said, "no.. think pretending u understand somethg and not saying anythg is a lot more worse."
This is soo true right. haha.
Nana is right. Don't think too much about wad should be done. Dun compare the 'should' u seen in other examples and the 'must-do'. Bcos things are just different. The 'should' will give u a false impression of wad things will be like when in fact, it doesn't have to be that way. Just bcos other people fulfill the 'should', it doesn't mean that everyone else has to.
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For 'that' issue, it seems like there's no solution to it at the moment. It depends on which party wakes up to it first. It seems like now she is alot more tolerant to it than me. Then it should be fine lor. We will just treat it as a drama playing and i suppose, we just see things as it goes bah.
Exams are over!!! Haha. 3 months of hols.... Time to find a job.
6 May.
Yet another month=)
7 May.
Went to watch jc bands syf. Shan't comment on the results since it's soo screwed. lol. I miss playing my horn:( "Play like a spartan warrior!" haha. This is random.
9 May.
There are some thgs u dun feel like doing anymore but u just have to continue. Otherwise I will just be like the person who dumped this responsibility on me and MIAed. If u dun feel like doing something, say from the start. Avoiding phone calls, ignoring emails don't mean anythg until we hear directly from u dat u want to quit doing it. Horrible! Ur lack of enthusiasm and responsibility makes me even regret doing it from the start. I thought I was nice enough to even give chances and helping to churn out proposal even though I m just an assistant. One of the rare few in my life who has the ability to piss me off to such a level. Maybe should congratulate that person.
