Working nightlife is really weird at times. Imagine dat u jus came hm from work & ur parents r just gg to work. My mum needs to wake up at 5 in de morn to go to work so if i leave de workplace late i will see my mum when i come hm. I m going to slp & she is preparing to go to work. lol. I oso dun c my dad often. When i reach hm he's slping & when i wake up he has alr left for work. But i c my bro everyday. Graduate liao stil dun wan find work. Stay at hm & slack nia.

I haf decided wad to do abt my job. Don't compel urself to do stuffs dat u dun feel lyk doing but timing is impt too. Complete stuffs dat u feel de need to. Not realli obligtion bah. More of de sense of responsibility dat u wan urself to haf. 那沉闷的气氛真的要把我压得喘不过气了.
No matter which aspect of my life it is, thks to those who took part in my decision making process. A typical libra lyk me is not really good at making decisions by myself. haha. Esp to yl, i tink i shld jus hire her as my life planner. lol.

I did a quiz from xinmei's blog. I like doing quizzes sumtimes cz u nv noe wad u will stumble upon. haha.

Get to know yourselves better:

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Since i was bored, i continued on to another quiz.

The Real You:

1. You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

One of the test i did says i harbour hidden feelings of jealousy. Oops.

I think most of them r quite accurate. haha.

I forgot to mention abt relief teaching. Students nowadays can really make u puke blood. Until now I went for 3 times. Now i understood y it's better to teach den to babysit. When u babysit wad u nd to do is to maintain de order. Asking to keep quiet is impossible. Even if u ask them to speak softly is difficult. When u ask them to do de work dey r assigned, dey will start to whine or start to bluff u dat dey weren't told of anythg. Some will even gif u attitiude wor. But it's kind of expected la. Cz when i was in sec sch, all these stuffs always happen in cls. haha. Kind of miss sch liao. Some students will even tk advantage of ur young age. Say stuffs lyk teacher u only older den us by abit nia leh. When u r really angry and shout at them to do their work, they wil be quiet for less den 5 secs den after dat even gt students say cher relax lar. Stil gt 1 student say my handwriting ugly. lol. Better stil, u gif dem test dey stil can copy de. I cant scold students for nuts la. It's torturous to do so & my voice is not loud enough. Now that i think back, i actuali tried various kind of jobs wor. Sales promoter, admin, relief teach & waitress. Cool hor. Stil dunno wich one suits me better. I think stay at home slp better bah. haha.

I really miss my colleagues & my frens. It's sad when u dun c dem anymore at work and seeing dem being maligned makes u pissed. Hais. y mus dis happen.

I went clubbing last last sat. It's a nice & brand new exp cz de prom one is not reali counted as clubbing lor. U can really forget all de troubles & dance to ur heart's content. Somethg i learnt frm dat clubbing session: U haf to noe ur limits. My first proper clubbing session & i experienced sumone i noe hu was dead drunk & puked. I normali see it on tv nia. Heavy sia hafto carry ppl home. I shan't elaborate much more liao. Ltr she kill me. But tis incident wun deter me frm gg again. Haha.

Sat was finally de chingay parade. B4 de real thg wad we did were lyk sia kang since we r frm logistics. But de real thg is super fun. Since we r log ppl, we get de privilege to skate on de road & go anywer we wan. Haha. So shuang & cool lar. Esp at de end we haf de whole chingay dreamteam to parade on de road & de bladers r in front to rahrah & guide them. Though v.tiring, it was fun. The most tiring part was to wear de skates & walk up & down de stairs. Double de energy & half de speed. Everywer was barricaded. Saw alot of familiar faces in chingay. Lyk taekwondo, junior cls & band ppl. But i doubt will join again bah. The inefficient planning pissed me off quite abit.

Last sun i went sentosa. Havent went der in a while ler. Alot of thgs chged. I was quite noob lor. First called how to walk to de bus stop den after dat ask my fren to ask whether i haf to pay when i get up de shuttle bus cz i saw ppl holding a blue card. Scared i would be chased down de bus. Then when i reached saw no ticketing counter. When i was gg to tk de beach tram called to ask if i nd to pay to get on. I think he cant stand me bah. lol. But bcz of my blurness i ended up not paying any admission fee. I know nd to pay de unless dey chg de system. When i rched der dey were gg to finish de beach activities ler. Cz i went der lyk 4hrs ltr den de time dey mit. No choice la cz chingay de nite b4 made me reali tired. Tried de skyride & luge. Though ex stil fun & new. I will go sentosa again soon bah. Alot of places i havent visited yet.

I got a new comp! Lykdat i dun nd to be annoyed by de comp persistent hanging & laggin. It burned a hole in my pocket though i only paid part of it. I wan a new hairstyle but my hair is alr damaged so if i try to do sumthg to my hair, wonder wad will happen. T.T

Ytd chingay training caused me to be pissed off quite abit. I went for all trainings den all of a sudden my name wasnt in de list ytd. I was even asked if i dun go for training frequently cz dat may be de reason my name was struck off de list. zzz. The i/c still ask me y i didn't pick up de fone when dey called at nite. Not like i v.free lykdat. I have my own job lei. Every min dey call i haf to pick up ar & if dey nd to confirm stuff lyk whether i withdrew frm chingay shld call more den once ma. Perhaps i shld haf quit at dat time.

The trip to mt faber wasnt successful ytd due to de rain. dis wk is a rainy wk. All de days dat i went out on rained. But at least we had a great dinner at mussel guys and yh treated us to white wine. It's great to be 18. haha. Someone enthu to demo how to scrap de mussel flesh out of de shell or de scallop out of e shell ( cant rmb which 1) & broke de wine gls. Shant mention de name. haha. After that we became extra careful when handling our gls. Scared liao. And i finalli tasted red wine, not reali to my liking though. Isit bcz its a cheap red wine or its jus that it doesnt suit my tastebud? I was v.tired when i got on de train. I tink i felt aslp after nana alight de train cz when i woke up i saw dat de train is quite empty. Normalli most ppl will alight at sk station. After dat i realised i jus missed my stop. But i tot no worries cz i could tk back. When i rched punggol i heard de annoucement dat de train would be terminating its service so hafto alight. After i went out i heard another annoucement dat de last train to harbourfront had departed. Momentarily stunned. Luckily there was stil bus service BUT it was a loop bus dat looped n looped ard punggol. Shld have rched hm at 11.40 instead of 1200. Now i understand better wad is impulsive buying & splurging. lol.

I wan to go sumwer else bsides all de places in sg. I dun mind gg on a cruise or bintan or anywer. I wan to sit on a plane too. Sounds lyk sum country pumpkin. lol.