我已经搞清楚状况了, 可是现在的状况又会是怎样? 以往的事情已足以带给我阴影. 算了, 想太多只会杀死更多脑细胞.

Busy, busy, busy... Lab and tut are sure torturous. haha. Jiayou!

不论是什么事, 都必须要搞清楚状况, 不然错误就会重蹈覆辙. 一次的错误已足以把我惊醒, 我不会再重犯. 一切还在我的掌控之中.

Sch started on mon. And one week is going to be over soon which is fast. haha. Carrying a bag with notes seem to be somethg dat was nearly long long ago until sch started ago. Sitting in the LT and trying to focus and concentrate on what the lecturer is trying to say is hard. Esp when the lecturer is prc or klk (stands for kay leng kia meaning indians). oops. My og ppl very R de lo. O rather r^2. haha. Racist and R21. haha. I think that's the difference between uni and jc bah. When my frens wan to crack jokes, they gan gan lai de. Its really to a higher level. I realise that in engin, there is a higher tendency for u to hang ard guys more den gals cos we have no choice. haha. Not to say there is somethg wrong la. But their jokes can really be very evil de and i m scared my brain will be polluted by them. But they are a fun bunch of ppl. haha. Knowing ppl from ur own course and having them sit beside u during lectures though they might be abit noisy sometimes is alot better den not knowing anyone and sitting alone. I m still not in de study mood. Cham liao. Btw having 5 digits in the bank account is super shiok though i know soon it will go back to 4 digit after sch fees are being deducted. haha.

I know last week my chess camp og ppl including me are quite evil or more accurately, bastards. lol. We go o week when we feel like going and pon when we think it would be boring. One good example is the flag day. We pon dat totally and had our kbox cum movie session. lol. On sentosa day, in order to stay as tgt as possible, we leave our o week's og and crash other og with our ice cream ppl inside. lol. Halfway continued our own activity of birthday bash. Koping a game station's camo cream just to bua it on the bday gal. The whole o week ice cream gang is like always tgt. We didnt even try to know our o wk og ppl. lol. Considered ON or NOT on? lol.

比起在坦白之前那份愧疚与不安的感觉, 坦白说出来之后的心情当然是好多了. 错在于我,而不在于你. 一直处于漂浮不定状态的我是这件事的起因.

Patience is a virtue.. and i m waiting. Futari no jikan o, kami-sama, tomete yo.

我今天的脾气怎么这么暴躁, 我到底在和谁呕气,在和自己吗? 我似乎对自己所做的一切都感到不满, 我到底是怎么了. 莫名产生了一种窝囊的感觉. 冷静冷静. 也许只是生理在某些时候所产生的自然反应.

拜托拜托, 不要让我再陷进同样的烂泥里.

This week sure is a bz week. I keep chionging from places to places. LIke mon. Welcome tea session in de morn den halfway, chiong to BCA Academy with another scholar. Tues. Go all the way to MND (Ministry of National Development) for an interview and who would have expected it to be a video interview. But still managed to get thru it without fainting. I only realise it ytd. During the interview i forgot to thk my sponsor CDL.Oops. Where got scholar as evil as me de. Wed is my matriculation fair but b4 i have de time to idle in NUS i need to chiong to vj to be de scholarship ambassador and unexpectedly bump into zr there and for some photoshoot with all de barang barang i got from the fair. Only then i found out photoshoot can be so tiring. Ytd which is a thurs. I tot i can just slack at home. Only to find out stupid NUS admin still put my name under chem eng and my grouping still under chem eng. My pre allocated modules also screwed up. Bo bian has to go all de way down to NUS to settle after several futile attempts to contact de admin. B4 i went NUS, i went white sands to see de mini IT fair. Luckily at least i saw a lappie dat i interested in. The lappie dat NUS is introducing to the students far exceeds our needs and i dun think i need such a good lappie to study. Dedicated gaming lappie is not really impt to me. As long as can watch animes and dramas with rather good graphics can ler. haha. Lastly, it's today. The day. Award ceremony. I might get an opportunity to be interviewed. That's what i m told. Should i pray that i get a chance to be interviewed or not to be? I m so humji de. haha. Just hope if i do, de press dun be too evil to me. haha.