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*:♥ 私の日記帳 ♥:*
April 17, 2009

我想,这是暴风雨前的宁静吧。也许是我一直在欺骗自己事情有了好转, 已归原道了。其实并非如此。也许是我选择逃避事情的真相,忽略了此事的严重性,主要原因应该是现在不是最佳处理事情的时候, 不是因为我不在乎。可是即使是,我认为我的介入只是无助于事。看着她的无奈,自己的无助,我该如何是好?现处于烦躁,纳闷,严重mood swing状态的我,还是什么都不做最好。
April 14, 2009

是因为彼此需求与要求上的分差吗?

一切是否已开始淡化,应该是我想太多了吧。
April 11, 2009

Seems like the worst i m expecting is not going to happen! Things are definitely changing for the better or rather going back to wad it should have been. I haven't confronted this issue yet and it seems perhaps there is no need for me to if it doesn't worsen again. It's definitely better if i dun have to do it cos it's a very very sensitive issue that may cause harmonious imbalance. haha:)

Random: Pillow fight is fun!

This is one of my fav scenes in 'Toradora!'. Though the season is not here yet, hearing this song will still make u feel warm inside:) Holy night~ Enjoy!

April 5, 2009

I wonder what do i actually wan? Wad do i need? Even i dunno it myself. I claimed to be understanding. But yet, i kept expecting slightly more. Then if i din get the reaction i expected, after doing something, i will end up becoming 心烦. When i think back abt the response that caused my 心烦-ness, I cant really pinpoint which part of de response causes it. 心烦 yet i noe i shldnt voice it out cos it may cause unneccessary arguement. Isit due to hormonal imbalance or just me in need of more attention? Dropping hints seem stupid as the other party may not get it but yet i couldnt just express it. It will just reflect on me as a unreasonable person. Anyway just treat this as a random post of a 心烦 person on a random rainy day.
April 2, 2009

事实永远都是残酷的。现在还无法确认什么,可是证据已渐渐地指向我怀疑之处。听到的,看到的,这一切都真实吗?以后还能像以往尊敬他吗?他在我脑海里那负责任,慈祥的模样已渐渐地褪色了, 怎样才能恢复到以前那样?我该怎么向她交代,把我所听闻的告诉她?

轮到我出场了吗?我相信是吧。再多一点点的坚强,多一点点的勇气,我做得到!