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Working indeed makes u tired...such that u only feel lyk staying hm to slp or watch tv... dun feel lyk gg out at all...esp when ur body system's clock is all screwed up...haha...

Mon was x'mas eve & my job supposedly shld end at 8pm bt due to de overwhelming crowd, de manager wans me n my fren to extend our working hrs to 10 which i cant. I alr haf appt wif my frens ler so i left at 8.30 feeling guilty as i left when dey nd pple to work. Anyway my frens decided to go esplanade der to countdown so we went suntec to haf dinner. After walking ard abit & taking random shots, it's finally gg to be 12 & we saw alot of ppl sitting near the merlion der so we sat der & waited. When our clock struck 12, nth happened so we tot our clock was fast. We patiently waited until 1210 den we c ppl starting to leave & saw de disappointment on de 2 Westerners' face. I tink everyone sat der waiting cz dey c pple camping der. hais... I hope i can join in de countdown party on new yr eve but it depends on my schedule.

Wed was finally de RC chalet & my first time checking in de chalet. lol. Aft dat i haf to chiong to my work place for floor training cum test. Although i chionged, i was still late. It started at 4 but i recahed at 445. very zai hor. At that time ppl were starting to finish de test liao & i jus started. The test is unfair lor. It tested stuffs dat we were not told to learn. How would i noe de ingredients in de cocktails when i didn't even study for it & de countries de beer come from when de info was not even provided? lol. Jus nice my colleague finished taking de test & was walking ard. Hehe. So he provided me sum of de ans. Oops...i cheated. After de test, chionged back to catch de RC bus that was fetching everyone else. I was supposed to lead de way cz i checked in & shld noe de place. BUT i asked de bus driver to stop at de wrong place & i realised it aft everyone alighted. super malu sia. Haf to ask them to get back on. Oh yar.. der's sumthg i mus mention. My fren told me b4 not to book chalet k since it is v.near Old changi hospital bt den i realised de chalet i booked was even nearer to OCH. Jus go up de stair behind de chalet & it's OCH. I was quite tempted to go & explore bt den better not bah. I stayed overnite bt my fren didn't & i stayed with a group of sec 3 helpers for de event. Initiali der was a communication gap & i couldn't reali join in their conversation or games. But they were friendly so i managed to play cards with some of them & 1 guy der was really comical. He shld be de joker for his cls bah. lol. I miss cls chalet. When was de last cls chalet i had? I wonder.

I tink i m not only a little introverted, i oso cant accept some friendly gesture easily. A little body contact & i will start to retreat/withdraw although i m always quite touchy ard my frens.Mostly gals though. lol. Abit contradicting hor. I tink communicating wif strangers is abit of a problem for me bah. Like de RC chairperson's child. All of a sudden she said she felt like kissing me on de cheek & i was rather taken aback bt i stil let her do dat. Of cz i can't say no mah. soo mean. Another time i was saying byebye to my Filipino colleague den she kind of offered her cheeks for de Western style of farewell - pecking on de cheeks or sumthg.. & i didn't. I jus said muacks. I rmbed there was one time when i said Gam sa hamida to de korean family that was leaving after having dinner at de place i was working. I tink initiali dey tot i was sumone from their hometown & was using Korean language to talk to me until dey saw de blurred look on my face. Then dunno y.. dey started touching my face like i was some living Buddha that u c in de temple. Hmm.. isit some form of courtesy in their country? lol.

Thurs was an unexpectedly busy day. Who would haf expected dat the place would be so packed on a thurs nite.. they dun nid to work on fri meh. So we were unexpectedly shorthanded & unexpectedly too, de director came down to have a drink with his frens. Now i know what's de difference tending to a normal customer & de big boss. U jus haf to be extra careful wif de orders & so coincidently he was drinking at de area i was in charge of. And of cz, i panicked. My supervisor told me de Dos & Don'ts. Dat day was also de first time de general manager was ard to supervise for de day cz normalli he was only ard for awhile to tk care of sum stuffs & he was alot stricter dat de Asst. gm. My mistakes for de day: 1.Accidentally throwing a new pack of cigarettes belonging to de gm into de bin & haf to use my bare hands to dig it out. Reali malu. 2. Not having knowledge of de drink dat the director was ordering & ended up having him to spell de name out. 3. Failed to tk notice when de director wanted to order drinks cz i was too bz tending to other customers. Ended up having my supervisor to tk de orders. 4. Kept forgetting to chg de ashtray on de director's table & luckily my supervisor didn't forget to help me. Haiss... was tinking will i get fired on dat day.. bt guess i was thinking too much ler.. lol..

Alot of shows dat i m watching '大结局' tis wk ler.hais... They include 'Myself;yourself', 'Witch Yoo hee', 'Yukan club' and 'Kurosagi'. All of a sudden feel abit empty. I tink finales always left me with a weird feeling or after-thoughts.

I know it isn't right... but i jus cant stop my suspicion.. just hope i m only worrying for nth...

Synopsis of the drama Kurosagi: Yamashita Tomohisa plays Kurosaki, a young man whose family was destroyed by swindlers. Despite that, Kurosaki grows up to become a con artist known as Kurosagi. As Kurosagi, he swindles other con artists and returns the money to the original victim. He works with the master swindler Katsuragi Toshio (Yamazaki Tsutomu) even though Toshio had a hand in the destruction of Kurosaki’s family.
Kurosaki's life begins to change when he meets Yoshikawa Tsurara (Horikita Maki), a young law student who disapproves of his disrespect of the law. Can she persuade Kurosaki to give up swindling and his quest for revenge?

Hmm... haf anyone tried to imagine de continuation of Cinderella's story? Most of us would have thought dat Cinderella and the prince got married & lived happily ever after - A happy ending. Everyone is satisfied with the ending & shuts the book. But ultimately, they might not be able to get over with their status difference or the prince might have an affair. Their life begins only after the story ends. So that's the same for example, when somethg happens, let's say, the culprit is caught, society will deem the case closed. But to the victim and the ones involved, they will continue to live on forever in the incident. This is somethg from de drama Kurosagi. That's y i like Jdrama cz they always involve different aspects of life. And another thg to consider : 'Law is not there to protect ppl. It's to help ppl live in happiness.' Lastly, somethg from de drama too : 'No matter how painful it is, it's not okay to give up on happiness.' This epi left me thinking: How would i noe whether i m actually fighting or running away?

Witch Yoo Hee is a fabulous drama! highly recommended...haha...I wonder how many love triangles can der be in one drama...lol... & the ost is nice too... & i hope youxi & wulong will end up tgt...which i tink would be de case...cz de main leads normalli end up tgt...

After working for 4 days, i tink de job is rather fun cz it's a totally new exp...& foreigners esp westerners gif more tips...haha...& after including de tips & calculating...my hourly pay is ard 8...not bad hor... de bad thg is dat ever since i started working...everyday my closing duty is the KITCHEN...hais...i tink it's bcz i m stil new bah...so de 'sai gant' i do...at home i alr dun like to wash dishes liao...bt when working no choice lor... esp ytd wash de plates, cultery & everythg took me lyk an hour...my mum dun really wan to work long in my current workplace cz i haf to reach hm v.late/early in de morn...lyk ytd...i rch hm lyk 4.45am ler...i stil nd abit more time to adapt to my working environment & job cz i m quite an introvert bah which i alr realised it long ago... luckily on way to clarke quay i studied alittle so when i was asked abt de diff types of premiums & housepour i could ans...& she said my knowledge of them was not bad jus that i haf to be more accurate wif de pronounciation...for eg. stuffs lyk vervecliquot, smirnoff etc...lol... jiayou for me & my neko - jingle bells !

Ytd was my first day of work...also my first time working as a waitress...haha...we had training first...bt it was abit scary though...alot of thgs to memorise...de food & de beverages...& de trainers were quite strict...& there is a test nxt week...of de premiums & wines & pizzas...so haf to start 'studying' ler...den aft dat i was attached to a trainee der...i tink wad i nd to do is to build up my confidence...dun be afraid to say de wrong thgs...better den not saying at all...& smile alot! Ganbante-ne!

Koishiteru yo... hajimete no kono omoi... doushite ii wakaranai takanatte... kokoro wa ima sagashite tsuduketeru no...

There is supposed to haf an chingay logistics' skating outing at 11 tdy...bt den since we reached late so we decided to practise skating on our own...& surely we will mit dem sumwer...bt hu noes...while we r skating...we saw one of de members & asked wer r de others...den he said 'u dunno meh...it's cancelled...since alot of ppl can't make it'...from our expression it was so obvious we didnt noe...hais...how could dey forget us...or even outcasted us...bt den we noe it wasnt intentional de lar...since we were late for de icebreaking session...& i guessed dey couldn't rmb our names... nvm lor...we continued skating...aft eating lunch at macs..it started raining super heavily...i tink not only spoiled our mood...bt everyone's...cz initiali i wanted to enjoy de sea breeze de...we stayed under a shelter until de rain becomes lighter...den decided to go pp...bt den we dun wan to tk bus der den decided to walk...but den hor...i tink we kept talking & talking until we missed de underpass or sumthg...cz i cant rmb entirely how to go pp from der...so ended up walking to de end...& it was a dead end...spent lyk 1hr+? so de nearest underpass was de one leading to katong park...de underpass nobody at all..scary sia...erm...we were lyk 'huh wer de heck is dis place'...were quite lost ler so wad we wanted was jus a bus stop...so after walkin for another 10+ mins more...we finally arrived at a bus stop...de whole place seemed v.desolated so i started imagining lots of stuff...lyk de place wer murder took place...a storage where humans were kept...de hse under construction which actualli nv existed...blahblahblah...so we ended up taking 30 to harbourfront cz yl wanted to go marks & spencer to look for nacho's cheese & sour cream bt to no avail...abit paiseh to go there...cz i was wearin vj hse T & a berm...v.weird lor...& yl wasn't any much better...her odac T & a 3/4 pants... oh yar...nxt time i nv want to try anythg containing licorice lerr...sooo ewwwwwwww.... so tdy we exercised alot..walked & skated...total dunno gt how many km ler...soo tired... Buying shoes is stil one of de stuffs i hated most...

On mon...we had a camwarriors bbq at nana's family chalet...more of a farewell thgy for yh...we went pooling after our task is done...which is bbq-ing all de chicken...bt mostly not done by me...cz i de chickens i do r chao-ta de... it's was supposed to be a bbq only...bt bcz i wanted to save de taxi fare bt yet dun wan to stop their game...cz if i wan to walk back to de chalet to get my bag...dey say it's better to go back tgt...so everyone ended up staying over... de pool thg is quite fun though i sort of like sian at de start...cz i sucked...as usual...bt dunno y de few games b4 we end our pooling session...i tyco get some balls in de...even noobs lyk me & nana pair up actuali can beat jon & yh...though i tink 1 time oni...bt still it's quite cool...haha...aft that went back & played pictionary bt defeated by de partnership of yh & jon... i tink mostly bcz of me bah...i should start reading de dictionary & stop being so chi-na ler... cz i can guess de thg bt dunno wad isit in eng...or momentarily forgotten... den we decided to stop playing...& started crapping...heard sum interesting stuffs abt jon & yh's fren... which made me reali amazed...haha...some chicken & cow thgy...


Tdy(or ytd) i went for KPMG interview...& nw i know dat...if u r not keen on dat job...dun go & interview for fun or sumthg...cz u may haf a hard time answering de qns or jus expressing urself...cz de passion is jus not der... so i ended up talking quite alot of rubbish...& embarrass myself abit...& i wore de most informal der bah...cz i was gg for another interview after dat...cant wear until soo formal mah... i hope i will like de job that i m gg to start nxt mon...de pay is acceptable...bt it's stil probation or sumthg...ltr i do sumthg wrong dey sack me...lol...den i m unemployed again... actuali tdy to be exact...i went for 5 interviews...1 admin 1 teaching 3 waitress...so i m super tired nw...& also cz i didn't slp enuf ytd...

I dunno wad to do lar...even if u all tell me...i stil dunno wad is de best way to tackle it...might as well dun care lar...lol...

I didn't upload any fotos of camwarrior outing on last last mon...haha...so jus put a few here...haha...

I was quite bored so decided to do a short personality test...bt didn't expect one part of it to be quite accurate...

You think you have avoidant personality disorder

You have an extreme fear of the potential negative opinions of other people and that leads you to avoid social situations altogether. You feel inferior to other people and expect them to reject you. The worst thing that could possibly happen is being embarrassed in front of all of your friends.

Tdy's shld be a rather long post too...since i havent been blogging for de past few days...bz gg out bah...haha...& too tired to even use de comp...

Sdd's over...i tink it's quite fun...bt not really dat wonderful or amazing bah...stil tot of how much i could haf saved bah haha...maybe as opposed to nana...i gt a higher expectation of prom bah...since i have nv been to prom b4... one of de bad thgs abt it is de STUPID rain...de few days b4 our prom day didn't rain...bt it rained esp heavy on dat day...make our whole trip soo troublesome... de performances were overall okay lar...& as usual & expected...i nv win anythg for de lucky draw... cz i was nv lucky in my life too...actualli my cls gt quite alot of ppl win leh...including those not sitting tgt with de cls de...ard 5 or 6 bah... & de thg dat i forget to do is to take foto of felicia chin...since she is not free to tk foto wif us...i shld take foto of her when she is on stage:( When everythg ended...it's abt 11.40 le bah...so jus take as many fotos as i can lor...bt i tink i took quite little... 4gt to take with 2 frens cz cun find their tables & dey cant find mine... though my table is like at de front...just besides de stage cz it's table 1... & another bad thg abt it is dat...i looked like a ghost lor...tooo fair liao...scary...nw i dun dare to look qt de fotos...lol...
After that...last min decision to go for de post prom cz st was quite reluctant to go at de start...so pei her lor...bt dunno how...in de end decided to go... de place was super CROWDED...lyk kp getting bumped by ppl...no place to stand comfortably even if u wanted to... hmm...& den saw sum thgs dat i didn't expect or wanted to c... de vodka lime, sprite taste just like normal soft drinks...de dancing part was rather fun lar...cz u dun nd to tink abt anythg jus kp dancing lor...
didn't reali make de 16 bucks worthwhile cz we left rather early & took cab hm...n unfortunate stuf happened...if i m de one to lose de camera...i tink i would haf nearly cried bah...not only his cam bt all de sdd's fotos r gone...feel helpless dat i couldn't do much to help...same wif de case of nana's fone...

Then de day after sdd is sp interview...bt bcz i spt at 7 in de morn & didn't eat breakfast nor lunch...hunger & lack of slp caused me to spout nonsense during de interview which is at 3pm...at some pts i could c de interviewer giving me weird looks... soo i knew my chance of getting selected is jus close to zero cz i was late too...too tired to wake up... my worst interview ever bah...nvm dun tink abt it ler...shall kp looking for job...

Ytd i went to escape with sy & agnes...since de admission is only 7 bucks...de last time i went was wif some cls ppl & it's last yr... managed to try rainbow dis time cz de last time i went it was under maintanance or sumthg... de irritating thg abt ytd is the RAIN... rain & stop...den rain & stop again...den de rides r closed lor...& i pity de escape crew having to 'sweep' up de water aft each rain...haha... bt nw i m quite sure dat i m one of de most daring among my frens...cz until nw der stil isn't any ride that reali scare me til i dun dare to try it again...& most of de time for new rides...i will be de guinea pig & den tell dem it's scary or not... nxt time i wan to try bungee jumping...haha...bt de thg i m scared of is not de height...n more of whether my head will hit de cliff when i jumped down...lol...

Also...ytd nite i haf a weird dream...i dreamt that i had a baby...omg lar...& only my family & de 'father' noes...cz i haf to continue on wif my life normally or sumthg as a student...mus be bcz of de 'you hua jiu shou' show...& de 'father' is sumone unexpected...hmms...weird...

Tdy is chingay first training...& guess wad...i woke up at 8 instead of 650...i m supposed to mit my fren at yishun mrt stn at 745...i m so shocked to c de time when i woke up... bt my 'lao gong' decided to wait for me...since she haf lotsa of patience...& it's her 3rd time paticipating in chingay ler... & rather unexpectedly, my grp members were super enthu...cheered & screamed de loudest...played most enthu-ly bt cheated de most too...ooops...& obviously...my grp 'logistics' became de champ...bt den i was rather introverted at de start...perhaps i slpt too much & dun feel lyk talking...haha...my 'lao gong' as usual was a super loud hailer...deafening voice...haha...i shan't mention her name in case she strangled me...lol...

Mon is iceskating trip ler...finally! haha...den would be a 'family' gathering ler...my 'lao gong', neko, & my lao gong 's 'qing fu'...lol...at nite might haf camwarriors gathering agn... haha... Soo after all de fun...i will start seriously looking for job ler... jiayou!

I got myself a pair of skates ler! & at a v.cheap price...cz it's de last few pairs left ler...& for my size it's de last pair! & bought korean & jap movie vcd to kp myself bz... hmm... do i really spend alot?

Hmm...i tink i spent quite alot on sdd...abit broke liao...though some money i gt for my mum & worse still...my mum accidentally crushed my specs...& to make de lenses...nd $120...hais...alr soo broke liao... quite xin tong leh...esp when der is nth wrong my specs... i was wondering how much i wud save if i dun go sdd... it will be fun bt den spending money for jus one nite is q wasteful... bt tml is sdd ler...5th dec...havent really haf a confirmed plan in mind on wad to do... bt my hse is a back up plan...haha...dunno how i persuade my mum de...though my dad wasn't reali willing lar...

Hmm...my mind is in a mess?

This few days i haf been gg out everyday to shop...til my legs r really aching ler...din expect preparing for sdd wud be dat tiring...bt den it's a gd thg too...can lose calories... cz if i m at hse den de whole day wud most likely be stuck in front of de comp or my storybk ler...wun do much exercise...bt aft sdd i will go back to my gym workout every wk...Keeping fit is impt...haha... & i agree with de saying dat 'nu ren dou shi ai mei de'...haha...even some of my frens who r not dat image conscious in de past..r putting alot of effort into their proms...so it's jus a matter of time dat we r awakened into da ban-ing ourselves to look the best we can...haha... money spent can be earned back so it's okay to splurge once in a while to buy wad we wan...bt of cz not excessively... one funny goal when i was young: To be a 'nu qiang ren'...lol...

Started watching clannad...den started thinking...how would it feel to be forgotten...how would it feel when someone dear to u r soon gg to be forgotten by ppl ard u...also how would it feels when u noe someday, sometime u will forget that precious someone...BUT no matter...de sincere & honest feelings dat that is being put in would nv be forgotten...

Quote: 'Making impossibles possible, is what Yukan club does!' hmm...so nothing is impossible... lol...