要怎样才能让自己更坚强一些？
为何我不像我哥一样，能对所发生的一切事无动于衷，保持冷静或冷漠的态度？为何要这么情绪化，难道纯粹是因为我是女生的关系吗？
我怎么可以这样地献丑，在公共场所，在陌生人的面前， 怎么可以？制止不了的情绪，夺眶而出的泪水，怎么可以这么轻易地涌出来？连善心募捐的人都向我道歉，他根本没做错什么，也许有吧，那就是接洽错的对象， 而且阻止不想停下脚步的我。你的善心之言找错了对象， 不但如此还激发了我压抑已久的情绪， 因为当时掠过我的脑海的竟是一些我尝试不去理会的事。为什么我唯一能说的就只是对不起。为什么无法控制自己的情绪。
如果今天没发生此事，我根本不晓得自己内心原来是那么的脆弱，懦弱。看来我一向来太高估自己了。那些因我那飘浮不定，高低起伏的情绪所影响的人，抱歉了。
明天将会是新的一天，抹去前一天发生的事，继续地微笑。这才是我，对吧？
Pardon me if i m moody at times. I think awhile later shld be okay ler. I think its this period of time bah. When i m moody, i tend to be grumpy, easily frustrated,whiney or just stony. Stony-ness as seen obviously from today's mle tutorial. I m definitely not a free rider! Being arrowed just racks my nerve.
The storm is due to low EQ on both parties? Is there any way that can raise a person's EQ? Rarrrrr. Anythg just dun involve or drag me in. There's a limit to what my ears can withstand. If there is a need, i will just buy a good pair of ear plug.
On the other hand, showered with plenty of sweets and chocolates, an evil pok is obviously trying to stuff me with calories and fattening me up! haha. Somethg to keep me smiling amidst all de other irritating stuffs:)
