Hais..last monday was the unlucky day...late for sch..ez link got confiscated by mr goh...in the afternoon buying food from malay stall...the uncle put it at de edge of the table and it fell off b4 i could save it...and just nice it's durin the time de uncle turn ard to give me change and my hands were just there trying to salvage it...AND the uncle tot it's my fault that i toppled it & gave me that kind of face...though he offered to give me another plate...his face was full of bu shuang...& didn't give me the change...that's still ok...the servings were soo small that i finished eating faster den my friends who started eating earlier...When sch ended...have to go pe dept to claim ez link..luckily mr goh wasnt there & it was a nice teacher..tio area cleaning lor..2nd time le leh.. :( & luckily matthew was there also..so we ended up just adjusting college flags at the fence..got ppl pei u do stuffs not so maluating..& he's a nice person..lol..

One week later which is today...I was LATE again...eeew...sian...last fri late still not enough..which i managed to escape thanks to the nice security guard...but today is a whole big grp still not so bad..just run one round ard the track lor...which i reali don't mind:) haha & is much better den area cleaning..

Last sat was the Preview..everythg stil around the same..except that the FIREWORKS are SUPER NICE and INCREDIBLE...initially they say preview's fireworks will be abit diff...i tot is just longer and abit more lor...bt in the end got more variety of fireworks...lol...Shall see how NDP will be nice..btw...one of the song 'Will You?' is nice... ... Should i join this activity next yr? Worth considering...lol...

Getting better?...

I never really take notice of it at all..until somethg happened ytd..i think it happened ard the time i blogged the previous entry..which was too much a coincidence and everythg else..cos i was talking about the fraility and all sorts..i really dunno wad to say..Cookie left the world, my life and me...I feel like a failure..i dun even noe wad is the exact time that happened..i didn't fulfill my responsibility..i had always been busy and neglecting them..At least Cookie rested peacefully..but she didn't even get to eat the last supper..the carrots that i had just sliced..Her vigour, noise, energy and madness were all gone in just a day..Yet i was just so cowardly at that moment and i had always hated myself for that..I couldn't do anythg..At that time, there's was an emptiness inside me..i thought i was just stunned cos it was the healthier one which departed..But later my emotions overwhelmed me..Everythg just happened so fast..I feel like getting away from everythg the next day which i would be out the whole day..Then i was thinking.."What would happen if i dun go for this and that?" BUT my previous blog entry reminded me of the fact that no matter what happens, life still goes on..Even so, i stil can't believe it happened on the same day just after i finished my entry..Isit the day and date that matters? And to yl..i m okay ler..though my emotions wasn't that stable in the morning..Everythg still goes on...

This week has also been a eventful week..The bus 55 never came on time..Traffic jam on wed because a cyclist got knocked down..Another major jam on fri which 2 traffic accidents happening at two diff junctions..First is a quarrel arising from two drivers trying to cut each other's lane and i think ended up in a collision..Second one i can't really see clearly but the traffic light post is being knocked down with lots of shattered glass on the floor and and a lorry to tow the car involved in the accident..dunno if there is any casualty..

I have hoped that you will care...

After going to the RC today, i noticed something that sets my mind thinking..The once healthy chairperson seems to be plagued with some illness though i dunno wad isit..I didn't see him for awhile and now i notice an obvious increase in the amount of white hairs, & a noticeable thinning of the hair and some form of skin irritation..But he is still as energetic(& naggy) as always.. And all these made me realise once again..Life is really fragile and u never know what will happen next..Incidents such as the recent one of the mother's death after giving birth to her children and the one regarding my mum have reminded me once & once again the frailty of human beings..That's why we have to cherish every moment that we have & live with no regrets or rather as little regrets as possible..Express ur feelings..Say what u feel like saying..Do what u desire to..Though i m unable to do so myself..No matter what happens..we just have to move on with our life..

Tml is NDP NE show 1! Last week CR3 was quite fun and it's my first time watching the performances live..though i didn't expect the situation to be so chaotic..There were really some 'selfish' people who doesn't want to move in despite consistent persuading..They claimed
that the view at the end of the row was not good and refused to move in..there realli wasn't much difference lor..& they slowed down our packing of people to the seats..& worsened the alr long queue..AND some people think we blind lor..tried to cross over to the next row despite us blocking the row..Luckily, unlike some suay ushers..i didn't get scolded by the public..Also, the stairs wasn't well constructed..and the lighting at the stairway was not sufficient to prevent injuries..There was an elderly who tripped and fell..her veins on her hand started to swell up and she hurt her waist and knees..so i had to help her to the medic..didn't expect this to happen.. So i hope tml will be better!

Thks to hq for sharing her wonderful experiences...Getting away from school someday may not be a bad thg after all..My mind and stomach feel satisfied..

I felt the impacts of sacrificing my studies to all my commitments... ...

After the career talk, i think taking up a course of biological science is quite good..it seems quite interesting..though they say it's not necessary to have biology..bt 80% of the course is about biology..ppl like me who take physics will sure lose out lor..& the double degree seems interesting too..though i m not really into TCM lar..bt lessons will be conducted in Chinese..cool~ BUT i don't wan to go to NTU and H3 biology ppl will gain credit..n it will seem abit wasteful for me to take H3 physics..

Initially i wanted to go into chemical engineer..but there r CONSTANTLY ppl reminding me that there are explosions everywhere and at least once a week in jurong island..one of my fren still tell me:"I don't want to go to ur funeral while i m earning big bucks." Curse me wor..lol..then some says it will affect my health, next time cannot give birth and all sorts of negative stuffs..They seem to have influence my choice abit..ahh..i chose physics instead of bio in JC bcoz my fren say i can go into chemical engineering..and at that pt in time..i think it's a course worth considering..hais..

But those frens who 'curse' me also gt give me some suggestions.." U can go n be a PE teacher..or gym instructor.." i m okay with it..n i think i will enjoy those jobs bah but..what about all the years i haf spent mugging physics chem and also bio in sec sch..aiyo..so ma fan..i think i will think abt it after 'A'..since i cant do anythg about it nw..

The wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
The stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
The stars reassure tired me
They wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

Don’t be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
Telling me to go to sleep

Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
Though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
It is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
Stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug

Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walkthough my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

Mune ga kyuu tto natta..Why am i so stupid? When will you ever know?

Omg..so fast..tml is the first NE show ler! Feeling abit excited bt not yet nervous..i think i will only feel it on the day itself bah..i scared later i blur blur like what my frens always say i m..Btw thanks alot to christina for lending me de pouch wor! no need to buy ler..& i noe nana have been thinking of me all the while rite since she admit it ler..ppl shy leh..Anyway still thanks but i will borrow it for quite awhile, all the way till national day itself..i will take care of it de..Jiayou to myself!

Omg..This is one of the best play i haf seen dis year..or rather in my life! This play, 'Jump' is a comic martial arts play from Korea..Initially i thought it's just a taekwondo play..& later i found out it is actualli a combination of taekwondo, tae-kyun, hapgido, gymnastics, n perhaps alittle of dance..

It's another day in an average Korean home, Grandfather is in charge, there's Father, Mother and Daughter and Uncle and they all have their chores to do.. They enjoy nothing more than challenging each other to martial arts showdowns, displaying their awe-inspiring expertise. Today, they are all looking forward to the "nice and gentle" boyfriend's visit. Above all, however, they enjoy getting on each other's nerves..The plot thickens when two burglars break into the family in the middle of the night.. When the family discovers the intruders, a mighty battle ensues..

All the actors & actresses are well-versed in martial arts and they r good actors too..& some of the actors real image (seen from the booklet) r really gd-looking esp the father and old man..BUT de sad thing is that the actor, supposedly to be acting as the son-in-law whom i was looking forward to seeing, injured himself during the performance last week as claimed by the notice..he looked soo cute on the pamphlet lar..& got replaced by someone who is rather muscular..bt from far cant really see his face so dunno how gd-looking he is..de actresses r also pretty & sweet too & the ex-pres niv is madly obssessed and enchanted esp by the Daughter..& he keeps on looking at their photos & saying how hot she is...

The show started with an old man who realli haf difficulty walking & asked an audience to help his up the stage..so he took up quite alot of time just walking onto the stage so initially i tot he was there to like waste abit of our time..after that i found out he is actually v.useful in making the transition from scenes to scenes..so as mentioned in the booklet "the show is impossible without him"..& i tot he doesnt know much of martial arts since he was chosen as this role..little did i noe dat he is actually one of the pro-est n most zai one..he could run up a nearly vertical ramp and do somersaults in the air..he can also jump, twist his body and kick his legs about in mid air..

There r alot of comedies and humours in the play..& some realli unexpected ones such as the one where the Father & Uncle r fighting..then the father 's hand strikes the uncle in the stomach and it "went through" the body..it looks realli real lar..cos after that the father withdrew his arm and found his hand gone & there is a hand still stuck at the uncle's back..initially i tot it's a prop bt it's impossible to get a prop from nowhere and the hand is still moving! n it's actuali the uncle's own hand & he starts laughing and doin some idiotic expressions like 'neh nanny poo poo..u didn't get me' that kind of face..i guess with the lightings and sound effects..there is a moment dat i tot that it really happened..there is also another part where the daughter and the to-be son-in-law fell in love with each other but every time they start to get closer and going to kiss..someone would walk by..esp the uncle who is the funniest one..he purposely squeezed in between the couples who were sitting next to each other on a table and pushed the guy to the other end by shifting his butt..it seems like the table is frictionless..den he acted like nth happened n walked away..if i start listing down all the interesting parts, then it would take like hours..

I think the props are really well-done like there was a time when the sword they were holding just turned into a fluorescent stick (or isit becos i didn't look closely enuf) and the lighting and sound effects coordinate nearly perfect to make every scenes look convincing..Everythg was nearly flawless..At the end when the burglars were being pathetically defeated..i tot the play was going to end..bt after that was actually one of the most thrilling & entertaining part when all of them displayed their awe-inspiring and marvelous skills..i watch until 'mu deng kou dai' and totally speechless..it's like there's r no stunts that they cant do..they can flip turn twist jump 'fly' like nobody's business..for every stunts they do..i m like OMGOMGOMG..den the applauses were roaring..n ppl beside me were like wtf..lol..& the girls esp ct, zt and mh r screaming..It's definitely, absolutely worth the watch..& with all the subsidy and student rates..i end up paying only 6++..when the original price for circle 3 seat was $35..next time if there is another similar shows in S'pore..i will surely go! So i conclude that Koreans r definitely cool..haha..n i will continue to like Kdramas forever! WOW..