I wonder what do i actually wan? Wad do i need? Even i dunno it myself. I claimed to be understanding. But yet, i kept expecting slightly more. Then if i din get the reaction i expected, after doing something, i will end up becoming 心烦. When i think back abt the response that caused my 心烦-ness, I cant really pinpoint which part of de response causes it. 心烦 yet i noe i shldnt voice it out cos it may cause unneccessary arguement. Isit due to hormonal imbalance or just me in need of more attention? Dropping hints seem stupid as the other party may not get it but yet i couldnt just express it. It will just reflect on me as a unreasonable person. Anyway just treat this as a random post of a 心烦 person on a random rainy day.
