Sch started on mon. And one week is going to be over soon which is fast. haha. Carrying a bag with notes seem to be somethg dat was nearly long long ago until sch started ago. Sitting in the LT and trying to focus and concentrate on what the lecturer is trying to say is hard. Esp when the lecturer is prc or klk (stands for kay leng kia meaning indians). oops. My og ppl very R de lo. O rather r^2. haha. Racist and R21. haha. I think that's the difference between uni and jc bah. When my frens wan to crack jokes, they gan gan lai de. Its really to a higher level. I realise that in engin, there is a higher tendency for u to hang ard guys more den gals cos we have no choice. haha. Not to say there is somethg wrong la. But their jokes can really be very evil de and i m scared my brain will be polluted by them. But they are a fun bunch of ppl. haha. Knowing ppl from ur own course and having them sit beside u during lectures though they might be abit noisy sometimes is alot better den not knowing anyone and sitting alone. I m still not in de study mood. Cham liao. Btw having 5 digits in the bank account is super shiok though i know soon it will go back to 4 digit after sch fees are being deducted. haha.

I know last week my chess camp og ppl including me are quite evil or more accurately, bastards. lol. We go o week when we feel like going and pon when we think it would be boring. One good example is the flag day. We pon dat totally and had our kbox cum movie session. lol. On sentosa day, in order to stay as tgt as possible, we leave our o week's og and crash other og with our ice cream ppl inside. lol. Halfway continued our own activity of birthday bash. Koping a game station's camo cream just to bua it on the bday gal. The whole o week ice cream gang is like always tgt. We didnt even try to know our o wk og ppl. lol. Considered ON or NOT on? lol.

比起在坦白之前那份愧疚与不安的感觉, 坦白说出来之后的心情当然是好多了. 错在于我,而不在于你. 一直处于漂浮不定状态的我是这件事的起因.

Patience is a virtue.. and i m waiting. Futari no jikan o, kami-sama, tomete yo.

我今天的脾气怎么这么暴躁, 我到底在和谁呕气,在和自己吗? 我似乎对自己所做的一切都感到不满, 我到底是怎么了. 莫名产生了一种窝囊的感觉. 冷静冷静. 也许只是生理在某些时候所产生的自然反应.

拜托拜托, 不要让我再陷进同样的烂泥里.