Looking back all my years in school, this is like the first june holidays that dun make much difference coz u r still working, excluding the time when i was still a toddler. Mon - fri is still like mon - fri a week ago, a month ago. Lol. But i m not complaining. I like my job and the same mon - fri dun irks me. It's just that time flies so fast and in the future, june is no longer a holiday period for us. I m not the only one that is thinking that much right.

Hmm.. Am i really not normal? Coz whenever i tell someone i m perfectly normal, they will say somethg like, ' If you r normal, then who else is abnormal.' lol. I know it is meant as a joke nia la. But sometimes i just feel i m not very normal. I like to eat food that alot of ppl dun like. I like the taste of my food to be on the extreme side - very spicy, very sour, very bitter. Coz my way of thinking is dat if u just put a little might as well dun put. lol. I m not really considered as the typical gal next door. I can be quite girl sometimes but yet i can be quite man. I think i m considered quite strong among gals bah and i wun complain about stuffs being heavy and refusing to carry it. Though i might complain alittle when my nails break or chip off in the process. I like to defy the traditional perceptions that ppl hav too. Who says gals cant study engineering? Who says gals can only speak softly and to the extent that u have to 'act demure' even though ur true self is not like dat? When u find a joke is funny, just laugh. I just present my true self to ppl even if they say i m man or unglam or stuffs. I mean that's how u r what. Of coz u have to consider the situation or 场面 b4 u act. It's diff from being rude or impolite or trying to grab ppl attention. But my voice is kind of like born to be loud or perhaps influenced to be. One of bca interviewers actually told me that my voice is loud after the interview bt she added that hers is too. Perhaps not to make me feel so paiseh. Who says guys should pay for the meals all the time when they eat out with gals? Who says there are some food that is better for women not to touch? If u like it just eat it. We are living for our own sakes not for others'. But there is some characteristics of being a woman that i cant run away from: Shopping and being image-conscious. haha. I have to add that i m not a '死变态'. It has been quite a while since ppl call me that ler. All ppl have their own ways of handling things so I wun go and criticise how ppl live their lives. For me is just, be yourself. Simple. I guess i just have too much free time on my hands to actually crap so much. Stereotypes dun work for me:)

I think i m a problematic undergrad. Lol.
Appeal status

Current status : Appeal received.
Last Appeal Received : 03 JUN 2008.
Last Mode of Appeal : EMAIL.

Remarks from Office of Admissions, NUS

APPEAL ONLINE ON STUDENT'S BEHALF, APPEAL
EMAIL RECEIVED [JESS/3JUN08]. Deleted
DA section as per request
[Jess/29mar08]. DOCUMENTS RECEIVED (2008-03-26
17:01)

Take note of the 'on student's behalf'. I think i m a seriously very troublesome undergrad. Also got the delete DA section as per request.

Perhaps i should have just taken up the hip hop course held in src. Then it could probably be of some help when i wan to join the dance blast in nus. Lay some sort of foundation? But when that hip hop class started i had my hands full with my job (I just started my job at that time), my tennis and my going-to-start korean lessons.

My passion for korean stuffs are reviving and growing but doubt it will override my alr overwhelming interest in jap stuffs. No matter what, both rocks. Kpop and jpop rocks too. I m looking forward to the day when i can converse in korean with shan yan! haha.

To: Zenbu no otoko. Baka otoko, daikirai =p On behalf of my frens and partly for me too. hee.