I kind of came to a decision today. Not 100% sure yet but it is likely to be my final one unless something crops up to waver my decision. It may be abit stupid to give up de first choice dat u got in and have been wanting to get in and now have to go to de extra trouble to appeal for de second one. Coz i am not so sure alr why i like chem eng. Isit bcoz its competitive so if u get in it means u r good? Or it has good prospects? Or i just like de career path it paves for me so more of passion? There was a point in time dat i just wan to get in chem eng and everyday i was just waiting for de letter to come. The crossroad dat i was having which started 2 days ago triggered me to start thinking. Why was i so sure dat chem eng would be my cup of tea and i would not regret taking it? Why do i always prefer chem eng to env eng? Why was i so eager to get in chem eng when i know i dun like and fared badly in organic chem? People always tell us to go for de passion, de interest. But one of my frens told me dat if everyone is able to follow their passion and do things they like, de world will be peaceful. It is also not like i m doing something i absolutely hate. Would it seem quite stupid if i give up an opportunity dat i m given (i mean, hey, working under one of sg big developer is not dat bad after all what) and study something dat i think i would like and in de end to realise i dun really like it. Timing is crucial. Also, now i alr started to suspect my passion for the course i thought i had. But all in all, it still boils down to being practical. Sad but its reality, money indeed makes de world go round. My previous job taught me dat too. Humans' brain are really funny. Ytd i was thinking of giving up this opportunity but tdy i decided to embrace it. Lol. What i m certain of now is dat i like NUS more.