As usual, i was going to check my email and slp liao. But today my dad came into my room and saw my letters of offer laid out on the table. Den he started asking stuffs. I know he doesn't know my decision, how bca is helping with my appeal and the course i decided to take up so i tried to summarise whatever is happening. I tot him it would take time to appeal but bca dun have de time to wait til mid june to know if i get de course. He thought i m appealing bcoz i couldnt get in de course. Then he blurted out somethg he know he shouldn't and when he doesn't know anythg. It's something about my results. I mean watching me grow up from young he should have known what kind of topic is very sensitive to me. My tone changed rather instantly and it seemed to him dat i m 'ding zui'. He flared up and obviously i flared up too. He should be happy i m taking up this opportunity. I rmb the day when i knew i was offered this opportunity. My mum knew how much i wanted to get in chem eng at dat time so she asked me to choose a course dat i wun regret but on the other hand my dad said, ' Got money ma. Just accept lor or else where i get the money to sponsor u.' I have reminded him alot of times that there is somethg called bank loan. He said as long can earn money can alr and no need pay tuition fees better. Mine was stil okay even though i wasn't really happy with it. My bro also expressed his interest to pursue tertiary studies after his ns bcoz he regretted his poly choice of course. But wad my dad told him was that since he got his diploma just join the working society, no need to study so much de and de same issue popped up: 'Where to get the money?' After so long my bro finally found out what he wanted and keen to do and what he heard was somethg like dat from my dad. Money is impt but it's not everythg k. I m so pissed. How come everythg my dad said is just based on money. What abt our dreams, goals and passions? It's not like i nv expected this answer from him. He always says, '有钱就好了, 其他的都不重要.' 我不晓得你明不明白, 不是每一件事都能用金钱来衡量的! 我知道我们曾经陷入生活拮据的困境, 但并不代表在以往的生活只在乎钱钱钱. 我非常厌恶也憎恨这样的生活态度.