I never really take notice of it at all..until somethg happened ytd..i think it happened ard the time i blogged the previous entry..which was too much a coincidence and everythg else..cos i was talking about the fraility and all sorts..i really dunno wad to say..Cookie left the world, my life and me...I feel like a failure..i dun even noe wad is the exact time that happened..i didn't fulfill my responsibility..i had always been busy and neglecting them..At least Cookie rested peacefully..but she didn't even get to eat the last supper..the carrots that i had just sliced..Her vigour, noise, energy and madness were all gone in just a day..Yet i was just so cowardly at that moment and i had always hated myself for that..I couldn't do anythg..At that time, there's was an emptiness inside me..i thought i was just stunned cos it was the healthier one which departed..But later my emotions overwhelmed me..Everythg just happened so fast..I feel like getting away from everythg the next day which i would be out the whole day..Then i was thinking.."What would happen if i dun go for this and that?" BUT my previous blog entry reminded me of the fact that no matter what happens, life still goes on..Even so, i stil can't believe it happened on the same day just after i finished my entry..Isit the day and date that matters? And to yl..i m okay ler..though my emotions wasn't that stable in the morning..Everythg still goes on...

This week has also been a eventful week..The bus 55 never came on time..Traffic jam on wed because a cyclist got knocked down..Another major jam on fri which 2 traffic accidents happening at two diff junctions..First is a quarrel arising from two drivers trying to cut each other's lane and i think ended up in a collision..Second one i can't really see clearly but the traffic light post is being knocked down with lots of shattered glass on the floor and and a lorry to tow the car involved in the accident..dunno if there is any casualty..

I have hoped that you will care...