Majestia is over..Time really flies lar..Syf is like over in a flash and now de final band concert is over too..not counting the performance as presentation band:) .. Actually i don't know how i should feel..Mixed feelings again..Perhaps relieved bcuz the exhausting band practices are finally over..the especially mentally n physically draining times are over..yet i feel a tinge of emptiness when i know that remaining school life is just mugging n mugging..no band..no camwhoring..no bitching..no gossiping anymore..Some moments in band are particularly precious..esp when all of us work tgt towards a common goal and seeing the results for ourselves..reaping from the hard work we put in..despite the struggling moments when i thought i couldn't take it anymore but i managed to sustain to the end until now with the encouragement dat all of u gave me..Life in band has been fun esp the camwhoring session..with heartfelt thanks to the cam warriors - nana, chiku, jon, yh, zr!!! oh yar..i forget to mention..the 6 of us each got a doggie as a majestia present..heehee..soo cute!

Also, I have stepped down from taekwondo..No more kicking and sparring in the evening..No more rushing to finish the tasks they assigned me..No more jumping between CCA..No more chionging for comp..No more training for pattern..BUT I m definitely going to miss all the special moments that everyone and everything in tkd gave to me..

Tdy is supposed to be navy open hse performance but yet i went for the training for bay ambassador leaders..Even b4 asking nana how it went..i alr knew it was definitely going to be fun..They boarded the ship and the wind was very strong..That's what she said..& in my mind i could imagine how cool it is..but sacrifices always have to be made..What can't we have everythg in life? Oops..i think i m kind of greedy..On the other hand, the training is fun too..except that i lost my way trying to get there and ended up reaching super late..The bonding and leadership games were fun and i got to know more people..and there are like 5 leaders from vjc ( including me)..soo cool lar..This shows that vj ppl r so enthu..lol..& i didn't noe there is soo much to learn to be a good usher until i came here..The lectures abit de boring lar..but throughout the whole thing..i noe my brain was gg to shut down anytime..soo tired lar..slept soo late the nite b4..bcz we were like playing cards, mahjong, looking through the presents..I really hope that there are more times like this..when we stayed over at fren's hse and had lots of fun..Oh yar..i managed to dig out someone's past too..i feel so kaypo lar..but nth wrong to be ba(1) gua(4) ma..

Mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de..The current me totally understands this principle..Knowing when to give up is a good thing..Knowing the truth makes up give up ur hope for good..